Current Status: [missing his kisses]

I never knew that I would fall for you so much. I miss the times when we were together. Especially the laughs, the hugs, the kisses, and even the moments when we were just being silly. But all of that is gone now. Ever since it happened I havn't been myself. All of the crying, the depression, and all of the thinking has been all of the stuff I've been doing lately. Nobody can really make me happy except you. You're the one who has completed my world, but now it has all come crashing down... I hate being like this. All I want to do is be happy again. I need to stop thinking about all of the negative and start thinking about the positive. If i ever have one wish, I would wish for you to be with me again. I'm jealous of how people are so happy with their lives right now. Im the only negative person in this whole world. People say that I should move on and to stop crying, but i never listen because there is no need for me to listen. I don't know what to do now. I don't know how to move on. And especially, I don't know how to forget you. You're always in my mind 24/7. When we hang out I always think about the memories me and you had together. I miss those. I wish you were with me again. Nothing can explain how much I like you so much. Writing this made me think about me moving on. But should I? I don't know, you tell me. Maybe I should move on. But then again, I want to stay like this because it will make me learn more about you. Moving on is a big thing. I really hope one day I can be happy again...